To Live and Die in LA

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The entertainment capital of the world: Hollywood, where dreams come true. But not all that glitters is gold, and sometimes those dreams are met with harsh, even tragic, realities. This was the case for 25 year old Adea Shabani, an aspiring actress a...Show More
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Theories. Opinions. Facts. [Bonus Episode]

32:40 | May 23rd

Neil and Jayden, along with co-producer Alex, meet to walk through Adea's case from beginning to end - filling in gaps in the narrative, addressing key unresolved issues, and sharing even more information.
Introducing The Shrink Next Door

11:22 | May 22nd

Marty Markowitz had his share of problems. His parents had recently died. He had troubles at work. A failing relationship. He needed someone to help him through this rough patch in his life. So he decided to get some professional help from a psychiat...Show More
Look at the Stars [12] - Season Finale

1:06:45 | May 17th

In the season finale, Neil uncovers definitive answers. After more than a year investigating Adea's disappearance and murder, the truth will come out, but justice is in the hands of LAPD.
The Long Way Home [11]

1:01:11 | May 10th

In this special hour-long episode, Neil and Jayden follow the trail of evidence all the way to the burial site...and a new suspect emerges.
Blood on the Script [10]

47:23 | May 2nd

Neil and Jayden uncover inconsistencies as they examine the bullet-riddled truck. Based on Google data, they retrace what could have been Adea's last day step by step.
Episode 10 Announcement

12:14 | Apr 27th

New case changing information has come to light in the past 24 hours, causing a delay in episode 10 and allowing us time to inform the families. We will return with the full episode on 5/2. Until then, here is  a chapter from next week's episode 'Blo...Show More
Hello, I’ve Been Watching You [9]

40:43 | Apr 18th

Neil travels to Fort Morgan, Colorado, to attend the funeral, and discovers skeletons (and warrants) in the closet
Adea [8]

35:27 | Apr 5th

One big break is interrupted by another. The LAPD break their silence.
Family Ties [7]

39:19 | Mar 29th

Neil begins to see this case from another perspective as a new theory emerges.
The Way of the Warrior [6]

35:16 | Mar 21st

A new witness emerges...with a shocking accusation.
Holy S#%T [5]

40:25 | Mar 14th

Everything changes after an unexpected turn of events. At a loss for words, only two come to mind...
Toxic Love [4]

30:42 | Mar 7th

Neil finds the apartment where the main suspect is believed to be staying, and prepares for a confrontation. New information surfaces, including a very disturbing video, making it possible to reconstruct the nightmarish weeks prior to Adea’s disappea...Show More
Three Sides to Every Story [3]

35:37 | Mar 5th

 A video surfaces from the day of Adea's disappearance. Neil and Jayden begin to pursue the suspect from state to state.
The Secret Life [2]

27:45 | Feb 28th

Neil chases down the first big break in Adea's recent disappearance, but new information produces more questions than answers as several suspects emerge. A secret relationship is revealed.
A Different Kind of Star [1]

31:54 | Feb 28th

When a 25-year-old aspiring actress and model vanishes from outside her Hollywood apartment, award-winning journalist and bestselling author Neil Strauss finds himself at the center of the investigation. What happened to Adea Shabani?
To Live and Die in LA - Trailer

02:03 | Feb 22nd

From the creators of Up and Vanished and Atlanta Monster comes a new investigative true crime podcast, introducing To Live and Die in LA. Rolling Stone contributing editor and New York Times best-selling author, Neil Strauss takes you inside the real...Show More
Don't go missing in LA

02:15 | Feb 21st

To Live and Die in LA with Neil Strauss. Available now.