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The uncanny, extraordinary, true stories of events that have dramatically altered the lives of ordinary people; a son is shot by his own father, a woman's sister develops multiple personalities, a man wakes up in the morgue. These are riveting, movin...Show More
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93: What if you witnessed the limits of human suffering?

42:25 | Apr 13th, 2017

“It’s in these places that you begin to see the limits of human capacity – how resilient we are...how we will find a way.” Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Original Score & Sound Design: Ryan Black - ryanblack.io Featuring: Anj...Show More
89: What if you spent 15 hours on the edge of sanity?

42:37 | Feb 9th, 2017

"The rules of reality were changing, and I was trying to get acquainted with these new rules." Producer: Whit Missildine - http://thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Original Score & Sound Design: Ryan Black - http://ryanblack.i...Show More
What if your roommate had a deep dark secret?

22:50 | Jan 13th, 2015

Through first person, short format storytelling, This Is Actually Happening probes the chaotic interiors of the human experience.
2: What if you were an alcoholic at age 9?

18:19 | Sep 12th, 2013

"The one that wins is the one you feed the most" Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Music: "Water" – Johannes Welsch Intro Music: “Illabye” – Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro)@eldiab...Show More
1: What if your boyfriend lit himself on fire?

12:42 | Sep 12th, 2013

"We're still here. What part are we playing in all this?" Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Music: "Cat Wearing Glasses" – Lee Rosevere Intro Music: “Illabye” – Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (...Show More
132: What if you were kept from the one you loved most?

32:21 | May 14th

A young man falls deeply in love after meeting the girl of his dreams, leading to an unexpected event that leaves him with an irreparable void.
131: What if a psychotic break split your life wide open?

34:18 | Apr 30th

After surviving a father whose mental illness consumed the family, a woman spirals down into psychosis and compulsive behaviors, finally leading her on the path to healing.
130: What if you had thoughts of harming those you love most?

41:32 | Apr 16th

After coming to terms with her identity, a woman develops intrusive thoughts that consume her most important relationships.
129: What if your mother left to follow a cult?

53:12 | Apr 2nd

From a divided home with parents of two opposing world views, a girl whose mother becomes enamored with a trance channeler must now make sense of her life in the void of abandonment.
128: What if your son stabbed your daughter?

48:33 | Mar 19th

Escaping a dysfunctional family background and finally raising a wonderful family of her own, a woman’s son commits a shocking crime that throws everything into chaos.
127: What if your drive for perfection became your fatal flaw?

35:02 | Mar 5th

Heading to college as a star athlete from a protective family, a man’s perfectionism and drive for self-control leads to a downward spiral.
126: What if your family was consumed by an unthinkable act?

54:15 | Feb 19th

Growing up Jehovah’s Witness and then setting out to form an identity of her own, a woman reconciles the silences of her loving and devoted family with an unthinkable act that throws everything into question.
125: What if you left everything you had ever known?

45:48 | Feb 5th

“It came along with this complete obliteration of everything I had ever believed and been taught and every moral that I was that I had within me.”
124: What if you transitioned into an alternate reality?

50:56 | Jan 22nd

“It’s almost as if like I could feel my whole self just changing at this point and just changing in the way that I trust people…and questioning myself and everything.”
123: What if you refused to be annihilated?

1:02:42 | Jan 8th

“I believe that people like me people that have experienced trauma, I think we’re the ones that need to save the world…we’re the ones that actually know everything about innocence.”
122: What if you found a real Hollywood romance?

53:49 | Dec 11th, 2018

“If I have to go on based what I found out, I feel like maybe my whole entire relationship was just a fantasy.”
121: What if your favorite celebrity had a crush on you?

38:18 | Nov 27th, 2018

“I’ve lived long enough existing in that gray area of not really knowing that maybe I will live the rest of my life not really knowing.”
120: What if you had Dissociative Identity Disorder?

1:07:31 | Nov 13th, 2018

“I don’t really remember not having different parts…I just thought that everybody had different quote unquote people inside them.”
119: What if you suddenly felt like a werewolf?

50:50 | Oct 30th, 2018

“It’s like trying to go into like a dark cave with a rope attached to you so that you can find your way back and then losing that the end of the rope.”
118: What if you uncovered the family secret?

57:12 | Oct 16th, 2018

“The first thing that I felt was invaded, I didn’t know who the other half of me was….My whole body was crawling and I just wanted out.”
117: What if you didn't know what was wrong with you?

50:59 | Oct 2nd, 2018

“Not knowing, not having control over my body, and not having control over the narrative of everyone around me…it’s the worst feeling to have to go through this by yourself.” Producer: Whit Missildine thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actua...Show More
116: What if the Devil was battling for your mind?

43:07 | Sep 18th, 2018

“What I feared the most was that these episodes would continue to increase until that’s the world I was living in, in this other nonsensical world completely detached from reality.” Producer: Whit Missildine thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: ...Show More
115: What if your son went missing?

56:29 | Sep 4th, 2018

“It’s not that I understand why this happened, but understanding that you think you know what’s going on, but you don’t. You think you have control but you don’t.” Today's episode features Gina Whalen. If you'd like to help fund her son Izzy's Littl...Show More
114: What if her ex-boyfriend tried to kill you?

52:26 | Aug 21st, 2018

“All of a sudden within a hundred meters of your house that’s where the worst thing happens and suddenly the world becomes different…you can’t go back to who you were.” Producer: Whit Missildine thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhapp...Show More
113: What if you survived a genocide?

49:37 | Aug 7th, 2018

"No one can even understand. You can't measure the magnitude of that pain. You can't measure the pain that we went through." Producer: Whit Missildine thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Musi...Show More
Season 8 Announcements

03:25 | Jul 31st, 2018

Announcements for the upcoming 8th Season of This Is Actually Happening, starting Tuesday August 7th, 2018.
112: What if a murderer appeared at your bedroom door?

56:39 | May 1st, 2018

"What happened to me is one of those things where people say, like, 'that could never happen to you.' So now once that happened, it's like well anything can happen to me at any time." Producer: Whit Missildine thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @...Show More
111: What if you had to relearn who you are?

38:02 | Apr 18th, 2018

"It put everything that I thought about myself into question...I didn't know what I believed. I didn't know what was real, what was fake." Producer: Whit Missildine thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Cylinder Four" "Cyl...Show More
110: What if everything turned into mayhem?

48:50 | Apr 3rd, 2018

"It was absolutely like a nightmare. At the same time you're realizing you're never going to wake up from this nightmare because this is real life." Producer: Whit Missildine thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Union Flo...Show More
109: What if you were sideswiped into a whole new world?

36:43 | Mar 20th, 2018

"I didn't know what the real world was. I wasn't quite oriented...I can't describe it." Producer: Whit Missildine thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Re-Entry" - Lee Rosevere Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: ...Show More
108: What if you didn't know what they would do to you?

37:10 | Mar 7th, 2018

"When the people that are doing this to you look as scared as you are it kind of adds to the fear and to the chaos and to the 'you don't know how this is going to end' feeling." Producer: Whit Missildine thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actual...Show More
107: What if the pain wouldn't go away?

30:45 | Feb 20th, 2018

“If I had thought that life was good and good things happened and things were happy, I would have been crushed into the ground. It would have killed me.” Producers: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: “T...Show More
106: What if you had to fight to be yourself?

49:15 | Feb 6th, 2018

"We don't have growth unless there's pain, and I needed that time to hit rockbottom, so that I could look for a solution." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening You can follow today's guest, Patricio Ma...Show More
105: What if your deepest fear was your greatest pleasure?

50:01 | Jan 23rd, 2018

"Those weird moments of tension...that moment of uncertainty but impending doom...I don't think anything really ever matched that." Producers: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Re-Entry" - Lee Rosever...Show More
Best of TIAH #1 - Rebroadcast - #79: What if the happiest place on earth was your worst nightmare?

36:00 | Jan 16th, 2018

This fall I conducted a poll on our Instagram page (actuallyhappening) asking fans of the show to vote on their favorite episodes. As promised I have been releasing the top 5 episodes over the holiday break until we resume with new episodes in mid Ja...Show More
Best of TIAH #2 - Rebroadcast - #67: What if you woke up in the morgue?

19:55 | Jan 10th, 2018

This fall I conducted a poll on our Instagram page (actuallyhappening) asking fans of the show to vote on their favorite episodes. As promised I will be releasing the top 5 episodes over the holiday break until we resume with new episodes in mid Janu...Show More
Best of TIAH #3 - Rebroadcast - #63: What if another realm moved through you?

28:49 | Jan 4th, 2018

This fall I conducted a poll on our Instagram page (actuallyhappening) asking fans of the show to vote on their favorite episodes. As promised I will be releasing the top 5 episodes over the holiday break until we resume with new episodes in mid Janu...Show More
Best of TIAH #4 - Rebroadcast - #68: What if your sister had five personalities?

31:22 | Dec 28th, 2017

This fall I conducted a poll on our Instagram page (@actuallyhappening) asking fans of the show to vote on their favorite episodes. As promised I will be releasing the top 5 episodes over the holiday break until we resume with new episodes in mid Jan...Show More
Best of TIAH #5 - Rebroadcast - #89: What if you spent 15 hours on the edge of sanity?

43:37 | Dec 21st, 2017

This fall I conducted a poll on our Instagram page asking fans of the show to vote on their favorite episodes. As promised I will be releasing the top 5 episodes over the holiday break until we resume with new episodes in midJanuary. Without further ...Show More
104: What if you woke up to a loud bang?

45:21 | Dec 12th, 2017

“There is no answer, I’ll never get my apology…I’ll never get my closure.” Producers: Whit Missildine and Lisa Zaid - thisisactuallyhappening.org Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: “Cylinder Four” – Chris Zabriskie This Is Actually Happening Team:...Show More
103: What if you had a ten year nightmare?

44:50 | Nov 28th, 2017

"The hardest part is that I still don't have any answers...what came into my house that night?" Producers: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Original Score & Sound Design: Ryan Black - ryanblack.io Intro Musi...Show More
102: What if your origins were a mystery?

37:24 | Nov 14th, 2017

"I walk around and there's still kind of like an emptiness. For all I know I could be a government experiment....but part of it is kind of exciting because I think, my father could be anyone." Producers: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com ...Show More
101: What if you sacrificed yourself for your country?

46:38 | Oct 31st, 2017

"When you're on deployment, your body's in a different place. So when I got back home my body knew I was safe, so that's when my body shut down on me." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Original Sco...Show More
100: What if he wouldn't let you leave?

52:29 | Oct 17th, 2017

"I just didn't feel like a person, I didn't feel like I was a being walking on this planet a lot of the time." Producers: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Original Score & Sound Design: Ryan Black - ryanblac...Show More
What if you kept getting back up again?

42:02 | Sep 29th, 2017

"Life will try to take you out itself...people don't even know that I go through the s**t that I go through."
99: What if you kept getting back up again?

40:24 | Sep 29th, 2017

"Life will try to take you out itself...When I look back at this situation, people don't even know that I go through the s**t that I go through." Producers: Whit Missildine & Lisa Zaid - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music...Show More
What if you were an incest survivor?

54:33 | Sep 17th, 2017

“How can you know who you really are when from your earliest memories you have just been a vessel for someone else’s needs and desires."
98: What if you were an incest survivor?

53:03 | Sep 17th, 2017

“How can you know who you really are when from your earliest memories you have just been a vessel for someone else’s needs and desires and control and violence?” Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Mu...Show More
97: What if you were a white supremacist?

45:09 | Sep 1st, 2017

"I look around at my life and how it is sort of a metaphor for what I think the future could be for the American people." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Original Score & Sound Design: Ryan Black ...Show More
What if you were a white supremacist?

45:02 | Sep 1st, 2017

"I look around at my life and how it is sort of a metaphor for what I think the future could be for the American people."
What if you went to the dark side?

41:12 | Aug 18th, 2017

"To enter into nonexistence, to enter into emptiness, into nothingness, is that space from which all arises, from which new birth comes."
96: What if you went to the dark side?

41:00 | Aug 18th, 2017

"To enter into nonexistence, to enter into emptiness, into nothingness, is that space from which all arises, from which new birth comes." Producer: Whit Missildine and Lisa Zaid - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Original Sco...Show More
95: What if you were sent away for re-education?

51:56 | Aug 3rd, 2017

"You don't know up from down. You don't know left from right. You don't know right from wrong. All you know is that you do not want to be wrong." Producer: Whit Missildine and Lisa Zaid - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Orig...Show More
What if you were sent away for re-education?

51:30 | Aug 3rd, 2017

"You don't know left from right. You don't know right from wrong. All you know is that you do not want to be wrong."
What if the worst thing that could ever happen to you already had?

41:22 | Jul 25th, 2017

"It’s surreal. It’s like a movie. It’s like it’s not even happening to you it’s happening to someone else."
Season Seven Announcements

02:51 | Jul 21st, 2017

Updates and announcements about Season Seven of the This Is Actually Happening podcast. First Episode Launch for Season Seven: July 25th, 20
Season Seven Announcements

02:50 | Jul 21st, 2017

Updates and announcements about Season Seven of the This Is Actually Happening podcast. First Episode Launch for Season Seven: July 25th, 2017 Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.org This Is Actually Happening Team: Whit Missildine, L...Show More
94: What if the worst thing that could ever happen to you already had?

41:30 | Jul 21st, 2017

"It’s surreal. It’s like a movie. It’s like it’s not even happening to you it’s happening to someone else." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Original Score & Sound Design: Ryan Black - ryanblack.io...Show More
What if you witnessed the limits of human suffering?

43:43 | Apr 13th, 2017

“It’s in these places that you begin to see the limits of human capacity – how resilient we are...how we will find a way.”
What if they told you the monsters were real?

41:39 | Mar 29th, 2017

“Everybody learns at like 12 or 13…what is real and not real, and I did not get a chance to learn that.”
92: What if they told you the monsters were real?

41:39 | Mar 29th, 2017

“Everybody learns at like 12 or 13…what is real and not real, and I did not get a chance to learn that.” Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Original Score & Sound Design: Ryan Black - ryanblack.io In...Show More
91: What if you received special messages?

33:25 | Mar 9th, 2017

“You start making alternative meanings out of everything.” Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Original Score & Sound Design: Ryan Black - ryanblack.io Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "Th...Show More
What if you received special messages?

33:25 | Mar 9th, 2017

“You start making alternative meanings out of everything.”
What if you had a breakthrough insight about the human condition?

38:34 | Feb 22nd, 2017

“I don’t know why that was a fear of just not having control over me…over what I was going to do.”
90: What if you had a breakthrough insight about the human condition?

36:30 | Feb 22nd, 2017

“I don’t know why that was a fear of just not having control over me…over what I was going to do.” Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: “Union Flow” – Spuntic Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Out...Show More
What if you spent 15 hours on the edge of sanity?

42:37 | Feb 9th, 2017

"The rules of reality were changing, and I was trying to get acquainted with these new rules."
What if you survived war and poverty in Colombia?

37:25 | Jan 25th, 2017

"I pictured this little girl inside of me that was not protected."
88: What if you survived war and poverty in Colombia?

37:25 | Jan 25th, 2017

"I pictured this little girl inside of me that was not protected." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Original Score & Sound Design: Ryan Black - ryanblack.io Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Mu...Show More
87: What if you were hunted by the Japanese mafia?

38:46 | Jan 10th, 2017

"This might be the beginning of my last few minutes on the planet." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Original Score & Sound Design: Ryan Black - ryanblack.io Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro M...Show More
What if you were hunted by the Japanese mafia?

38:46 | Jan 10th, 2017

"This might be the beginning of my last few minutes on the planet."
86: What if you had always wanted a different mother?

34:28 | Dec 20th, 2016

"What I felt like I needed at any given time in my life, she just couldn't give me." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Wake Up" - Spuntic Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Mo...Show More
What if you had always wanted a different mother?

35:43 | Dec 20th, 2016

"What I felt like I needed at any given time in my life, she just couldn't give me."
What if you had bipolar disorder?

31:27 | Dec 1st, 2016

"I had 20 years of living my life as the person I knew I was, and then I had this episode that was totally different from that person."
85: What if you had bipolar disorder?

31:27 | Dec 1st, 2016

"I had 20 years of living my life as the person I knew I was, and then I had this episode that was totally different from that person." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "The Valley Station" ...Show More
84: What if you staged a dramatic rescue?

26:58 | Nov 8th, 2016

"What is the impetus that makes you feel you have to do that thing? I don't know what that little magic piece is, but it was there." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Slumberia" - unbeknown ...Show More
What if you staged a dramatic rescue?

29:06 | Nov 8th, 2016

"What is the impetus that makes you feel you have to do that thing? I don't know what that little magic piece is, but it was there."
What if your past was an unsolved mystery?

40:30 | Oct 25th, 2016

"Everything now is just a partial truth. We're never going to know."
83: What if your past was an unsolved mystery?

38:07 | Oct 25th, 2016

"Everything now is just a partial truth. We're never going to know." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Union Flow" - Spuntic Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" -...Show More
What if you lived your life in exile?

29:27 | Oct 11th, 2016

“You lost your country, you lost your family, you lost your identity….and you didn’t know what to do.”
82: What if you lived your life in exile?

26:14 | Oct 11th, 2016

“You lost your country, you lost your family, you lost your identity….and you didn’t know what to do.” Produced by: Tom Henley and Whit Missildine thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Resister" - Mama Dang Intro Music: "I...Show More
81: What if you lived your life as a ghost?

36:31 | Sep 30th, 2016

"It's weird to think that there's a place in your brain that's a cradle for the soul and it's cracked." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "The Valley Station" - Accou Link to hear more by Acc...Show More
What if you lived your life as a ghost?

36:32 | Sep 30th, 2016

"It's weird to think that there's a place in your brain that's a cradle for the soul and it's cracked."
80: What if your life was rudely interrupted?

32:34 | Sep 13th, 2016

"It would have been so easy for me to give up and many people in my situation would have given up." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Wake Up" - Spuntic Website for Rudely Interrupted, the b...Show More
What if your life was rudely interrupted?

34:54 | Sep 13th, 2016

"It would have been so easy for me to give up and many people in my situation would have given up."
What if the happiest place on earth was your worst nightmare?

34:51 | Sep 1st, 2016

“It’s almost like you can’t stand the meaninglessness of the situation, and so you justify it by saying ‘well this must be all my fault.’”
79: What if the happiest place on earth was your worst nightmare?

33:34 | Sep 1st, 2016

“It’s almost like you can’t stand the meaninglessness of the situation, and so you justify it by saying ‘well this must be all my fault.’” Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Re-Entry" - Lee R...Show More
What if you narrowly escaped with your life?

44:25 | Aug 18th, 2016

"It took me a long time to feel even like a person again."
78: What if you narrowly escaped with your life?

42:17 | Aug 18th, 2016

"It took me a long time to feel even like a person again." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Cylinder Five" - Chris Zabriskie Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" ...Show More
77: What if you followed a singular dream around the planet?

32:26 | Aug 4th, 2016

“It’s nice not knowing exactly where you are all the time” Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Cylinder Five" - Chris Zabriskie Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" ...Show More
What if you followed a singular dream around the planet?

32:27 | Aug 4th, 2016

“It’s nice not knowing exactly where you are all the time”
76: What if you couldn't remember the worst event of your life?

29:31 | Jul 19th, 2016

"The challenge of trying to think of my life in a linear narrative is impossible." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "The Dark Glow of the Mountains" - Chris Zabriskie Intro Music: "Illabye" ...Show More
What if you couldn't remember the worst event of your life?

31:59 | Jul 19th, 2016

"The challenge of trying to think of my life in a linear narrative is impossible."
75: What if you were kidnapped by a police officer?

30:38 | May 12th, 2016

"I look at that girl now and I really don't even feel like she was me." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Cylinder Five" - Chris Zabriskie Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The M...Show More
What if you were kidnapped by a police officer?

31:12 | May 12th, 2016

"I look at that girl now and I really don't even feel like she was me."
74: What if you faced a series of unfortunate events?

24:59 | Apr 22nd, 2016

"I had such a 'Leave It To Beaver' childhood and then you're kind of flung into all this chaos and you realize 'wow, I didn't live in the real world.'" Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Lumi...Show More
What if you faced a series of unfortunate events?

24:59 | Apr 22nd, 2016

"I had such a 'Leave It To Beaver' childhood and then you're kind of flung into all this chaos."
73: What if your father was lost in a shipwreck?

21:00 | Apr 1st, 2016

"It was like a nightmare that could not be our own...It's crazy to think that this actually happened to the people that we know." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Cylinder Four" - Chris Zab...Show More
What if your father was lost in a shipwreck?

21:01 | Apr 1st, 2016

"It was like a nightmare that could not be our own...It's crazy to think that this actually happened to the people that we know."
72: What if you survived a shipwreck?

30:54 | Mar 15th, 2016

"We were all having so much fun and then just 'bam' like that everybody's gone." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Union Flow" - Spuntic Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moo...Show More
What if you survived a shipwreck?

30:54 | Mar 15th, 2016

"We were all having so much fun and then just 'bam' like that everybody's gone."
What if your mother tried to cut her heart out?

30:11 | Feb 25th, 2016

“You always feel like if your parent ever leaves you on Earth, it’s never going to be by their own hand.”
71: What if your mother tried to cut her heart out?

30:10 | Feb 25th, 2016

“You always feel like if your parent ever leaves you on Earth, it’s never going to be by their own hand.” Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Re-entry" - Lee Rosevere Intro Music: "Illabye" - ...Show More
What if you had a mind-blowing affair?

29:53 | Feb 3rd, 2016

"I felt like a celestial axe had come down and split my skull in half."
70: What if you had a mind-blowing affair?

27:50 | Feb 3rd, 2016

"I felt like a celestial axe had come down and split my skull in half." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Re-Entry" - Lee Rosevere Intro Music 1: "Brethren Arise" - Chris Zabriskie Intro Mus...Show More
69: What if the worst case scenario came true?

31:43 | Jan 21st, 2016

"It's pretty devastating to find out that what you thought you knew was completely wrong." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Cylinder Five" - Chris Zabriskie Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper ...Show More
What if the worst case scenario came true?

31:43 | Jan 21st, 2016

"It's pretty devastating to find out that what you thought you knew was completely wrong."
68: What if your sister had five personalities?

30:24 | Jan 7th, 2016

"I walked on eggshells every day....the only way I could survive was to be able to detect which one of these personalities I would be dealing with that day." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music:...Show More
What if your sister had five personalities?

30:25 | Jan 7th, 2016

"I walked on eggshells every day....the only way I could survive was to be able to detect which one I would be dealing with that day."
What if you woke up in the morgue?

18:57 | Dec 3rd, 2015

This Is Actually Happening probes the chaotic interiors of the human experience as we find out what happens when everything changes.
67: What if you woke up in the morgue?

18:57 | Dec 3rd, 2015

"Only thing I knew was blackness, that's all I saw. Cuz everything went dark and I was in a whole new world." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Wake Up" - Spuntic Intro Music: "Illabye" - Ti...Show More
66: What if your father went missing?

27:53 | Nov 11th, 2015

"I'm just thinking 'oh, okay...I'll just sit there and be confused.'" Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Union Flow" - Spuntic Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" ...Show More
What if your father went missing?

27:53 | Nov 11th, 2015

This Is Actually Happening probes the chaotic interiors of the human experience as we find out what happens when everything changes.
65: What if you were irreversibly violated?

27:07 | Oct 30th, 2015

"Imagine in your mind when you can't stand to be around you. That's like unimaginable, but I got through that." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Cylinder Four" - Chris Zabriskie Intro Music...Show More
What if you were irreversibly violated?

27:07 | Oct 30th, 2015

This Is Actually Happening probes the chaotic interiors of the human experience as we find out what happens when everything changes.
64: What if you were a fake priest in Japan?

21:57 | Oct 13th, 2015

"I'm like 'oh man...what am I doing here?'" Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Re-Entry" - Lee Rosevere Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schr...Show More
What if you were a fake priest in Japan?

21:57 | Oct 13th, 2015

This Is Actually Happening probes the chaotic interiors of the human experience as we find out what happens when everything changes.
What if another realm moved through you?

26:21 | Sep 24th, 2015

This Is Actually Happening probes the chaotic interiors of the human experience as we find out what happens when everything changes.
63: What if another realm moved through you?

25:58 | Sep 24th, 2015

"I was completely lost in, I don't even know what the realm is called, this other spiritual realm, and I was grasping to be grounded." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "The Dark Glow of the ...Show More
62: What if you went on the strangest trip?

26:56 | Sep 8th, 2015

"I had no idea what had just occurred and why....So I just hid there and waited and waited for what felt like an eternity." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Lumien" - Jari Pitkanen Intro Mu...Show More
What if you went on the strangest trip?

27:28 | Sep 8th, 2015

This Is Actually Happening probes the chaotic interiors of the human experience as we find out what happens when everything changes.
61: What if oral sex triggered a near death experience?: Part Two

27:50 | Jul 2nd, 2015

"I still don't know what I want it to mean or if I want it to mean anything." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "The Dark Glow of the Mountains" - Chris Zabriskie Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tip...Show More
What if oral sex triggered a near death experience?: Part Two

27:50 | Jul 2nd, 2015

This Is Actually Happening probes the chaotic interiors of the human experience as we find out what happens when everything changes.
60: What if oral sex triggered a near death experience?: Part One

26:12 | Jun 9th, 2015

"Anytime I felt off or bad or anything, I would immediately freak out....it would just spiral out of control every single time." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "The Dark Glow of the Mounta...Show More
What if oral sex triggered a near death experience?: Part One

26:12 | Jun 9th, 2015

This Is Actually Happening probes the chaotic interiors of the human experience as we find out what happens when everything changes.
What if you couldn't control your thoughts?

23:52 | May 22nd, 2015

This Is Actually Happening probes the chaotic interiors of the human experience as we find out what happens when everything changes.
59: What if you couldn't control your thoughts?

23:52 | May 22nd, 2015

"Like a record player, stuck in a loop all day, every day." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Wake Up" - Spuntic Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo &...Show More
What if you were pronounced dead at age 12?

20:51 | May 8th, 2015

This Is Actually Happening probes the chaotic interiors of the human experience as we find out what happens when everything changes.
58: What if you were pronounced dead at age 12?

20:51 | May 8th, 2015

"You're not supposed to recover from being dead...this is as ultimate as it gets, right?" Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Union Flow" - Spuntic Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music:...Show More
What if your husband had a death wish?

24:23 | Apr 24th, 2015

This Is Actually Happening probes the chaotic interiors of the human experience as we find out what happens when everything changes.
57: What if your husband had a death wish?

24:22 | Apr 24th, 2015

"I feel like I'm a survivor on this Earth and everybody's got everything and I have to fight so hard to get it." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Cylinder Four" - Chris Zabriskie Intro Musi...Show More
56: What if you touched the spirit world?

23:23 | Apr 16th, 2015

"There's so much more to the bigger picture...and we'll never understand it until we cross over." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Ambient Theme #1" - Steve O'Brien Intro Music: "Illabye" -...Show More
What if you touched the spirit world?

23:24 | Apr 16th, 2015

This Is Actually Happening probes the chaotic interiors of the human experience as we find out what happens when everything changes.
55: What if reality suddenly fell apart?

25:42 | Mar 20th, 2015

"It's like when your computer reboots...that's sort of what happened to my brain, and then everything on the hard drive gets wiped." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Re-entry" - Lee Rosever...Show More
What if reality suddenly fell apart?

25:42 | Mar 20th, 2015

This Is Actually Happening probes the chaotic interiors of the human experience to find out what happens when everything changes.
What if you lost a high speed chase?

27:45 | Feb 26th, 2015

This Is Actually Happening probes the chaotic interiors of the human experience to find out what happens when everything changes.
54: What if you lost a high speed chase?

26:35 | Feb 26th, 2015

"This is not just a fantasy. This is not just a joke, like the rest of my life had become. This is real." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Lumien" - Jari Pitkanen Intro Music: "Illabye" - T...Show More
53: What if September 11th changed everything?

24:52 | Feb 11th, 2015

"I have no connection with who I was in 2001...don't know him." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Cylinder Four" - Chris Zabriskie Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is D...Show More
What if September 11th changed everything?

24:52 | Feb 11th, 2015

This Is Actually Happening probes the chaotic interiors of the human experience to find out what happens when everything changes.
52: What if you found yourself in a dark, strange land?

20:18 | Jan 29th, 2015

"Mother nature tells us what to do, not the other way around." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Wake Up" - Spuntic Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diabl...Show More
What if you found yourself in a dark, strange land?

20:18 | Jan 29th, 2015

Through first person, short format storytelling, This Is Actually Happening probes the chaotic interiors of the human experience.
51: What if your roommate had a deep dark secret?

22:50 | Jan 13th, 2015

"His face was everything that I was angry about." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Union Flow" - Spuntic Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam S...Show More
50: What if you were not supposed to see this?

20:16 | May 19th, 2014

“I’m not supposed to be seeing this. Like, there’s a crack somewhere. There’s something wrong.” Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: “Water” - Johannes Welsch Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Out...Show More
49: What if you were shot by your father?

28:32 | May 6th, 2014

"I remember blanking out, dazed....I felt like I was in a tunnel." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Wake Up" - Spuntic Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El D...Show More
48: What if you went from riches to rags?

20:11 | Apr 22nd, 2014

"I didn't even understand what had happened, how I lost everything." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: “Cylinder Four” - Chris Zabriskie Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon...Show More
47: What if your wife hung herself in the garage?

18:56 | Apr 8th, 2014

"It was just this sense of like an emotional atomic bomb go off in your head.” Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Water" - Johannes Welsch Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Mo...Show More
46: What if your wife ran you over?

16:54 | Mar 24th, 2014

"You can never really tell what a woman's been through if you don't ask the right questions." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Lumien" - Jari Pitkanen Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro ...Show More
45: What if your husband led a secret life?

22:58 | Mar 11th, 2014

"The man that I loved is no more. It's almost like, this person died, but is still living." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Union Flow" - Spuntic Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Musi...Show More
44: What if you delivered seven thousand babies?

21:25 | Feb 25th, 2014

"Its pretty hard to have a down day when you touch the beginnings of life." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Re-entry" - Lee Rosevere Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Sch...Show More
43: What if you witnessed a thousand deaths?

30:29 | Feb 11th, 2014

"All of the ways we define ourselves are going to be stripped away by illness or the dying process...now who am I?" Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: Tibetan Ohm Chant Intro Music: "Illabye" ...Show More
42: What if you gave up everything for love?

23:25 | Jan 28th, 2014

"Everything is temporary if you give it enough time." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Wake Up" - Spuntic Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam ...Show More
41: What if you were supposed to be on that plane?

16:33 | Jan 13th, 2014

"It was literally an out of body experience. Like, it wasn't me who was looking at the screen." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Chop it Up" - Squirm Orchestra Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipp...Show More
40: What if you came out to your wife at age 37?

22:55 | Dec 9th, 2013

"I have begun the process for some years of decolonizing the mind, but I have a long way to go." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Slumberia" - unbeknown Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outr...Show More
39: What if you married someone you knew only 10 days?

23:25 | Dec 3rd, 2013

"We screw up, and that's how we find our way." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Phylotaxis" - Squirm Orchestra Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & ...Show More
38: What if you were delivered by the Holy Ghost?

19:40 | Nov 11th, 2013

"When things don't make sense to me, I don't like it. So, to have something like this obviously not make sense to me....But it happened." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Union Flow" - Spun...Show More
37: What if your dad started dressing as a woman?

15:24 | Oct 28th, 2013

"It was one of the first times I realized, okay, there's a whole other world of things that are possible now because of this." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Cat Wearing Glasses" – Lee Ro...Show More
36: What if you lost a fiance and lover to a wave?

25:38 | Oct 14th, 2013

"I could not look at the ocean, because when I look at it, it just seemed like an enemy to me." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Rain Makes Rain" - Tardiss Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper O...Show More
35: What if you didn't go outside until 6th grade?

21:01 | Sep 27th, 2013

"They were saying, you're too American for us to deport you....But you're not American enough for us to give you a passport." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Wake Up" - Spuntic Intro Music...Show More
8: What if you were falsely accused of pedophilia?

19:11 | Sep 14th, 2013

"Yeah I struggle with that question...Why?" Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Water" – Johannes Welsch Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schr...Show More
33: What if you left Wall Street to find true purpose?

20:55 | Sep 14th, 2013

“And that was essentially the crowbar that kind of flipped the whole world view on its head.” Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: “Rain Makes Rain” - Tardiss Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Out...Show More
32: What if you lived through the Sri Lankan civil war?

20:24 | Sep 14th, 2013

“Statistically, you’re going to survive this….but it’s the terror of not knowing.” Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Cat Wearing Glasses" – Lee Rosevere Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro...Show More
31: What if your newborn baby never stopped crying?

21:58 | Sep 14th, 2013

"It's hard to fall in love with somebody that you can't get to know." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: “Snow Capture” - Nasienie Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Dow...Show More
30: What if you were raided by pirates?

21:45 | Sep 14th, 2013

"I can imagine now, as a father....I can imagine what he feels like." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: “To Speak of Solitude” – Brambles Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moo...Show More
29: What if you had sex with over 900 people?

27:20 | Sep 14th, 2013

"I've come to a place where I don't believe in a God that's less compassionate than I am." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: “Phylotaxis” - Squirm Orchestra Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Ou...Show More
28: What if you were lost in the jungle?

15:39 | Sep 14th, 2013

"That is the cutting edge. That is the true cutting edge - that moment." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music Bed: “Bliss Out” - Nasienie Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is...Show More
27: What if you survived a deadly plague?

20:27 | Sep 14th, 2013

"Somehow, some way and for some reason, I have thus far survived it. I don’t what that means." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Music: “However Dark It Be” - Nasienie Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Do...Show More
26: What if you were a nurse for hardened criminals?

16:02 | Sep 14th, 2013

“When you’re looking for a sign, you reach a point, and when you’re ready you’ll take anything as a sign. And I reached that point.” Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Music: Irsen’s Tale – Kai Engel Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipp...Show More
25: What if you rose from the ashes of addiction?

23:08 | Sep 14th, 2013

"And the why question...I suppose there is an answer to the why, and it has no interest to me any more." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Music: “Rain Makes Rain” - Tardiss Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon...Show More
24: What if your mom kicked you out on the streets?

14:57 | Sep 14th, 2013

"I still smile, I still laugh...because I feel like nothing's gonna knock me out." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Music: “Phylotaxis” - Squirm Orchestra Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Dia...Show More
23: What if your stepchild was kidnapped?

19:14 | Sep 14th, 2013

"Still to this day I question, because what mercy is there in that?" Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Music: “Water” – Johannes Welsch Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (...Show More
22: What if your mom had Paranoid Personality Disorder?

17:03 | Sep 14th, 2013

"Your family becomes normal no matter how weird it is." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Music: “Snow Capture”- Nasienie Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) ...Show More
21: What if you had a psychotic break at age 17?

17:16 | Sep 14th, 2013

“I was this other person….and what I saw my real me as is the person I used to be and it would sneak up on me and see what I was doing behind my back.” Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Music: “Bliss Out” - Nasienie Intro Music:...Show More
20: What if you were a white school principal in 1968?

18:30 | Sep 14th, 2013

“Nothing I learned at University taught me how to handle this kind of situation, or any of us who were there.” Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Music: “Not for Nothing” – Dan Gross Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "...Show More
19: What if you suffered from Tourette Syndrome?

17:24 | Sep 14th, 2013

"I just felt like my brain told me that I had to do it." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Music: “Bliss Out” - Nasienie Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @...Show More
18: What if you were hanging off a 600 ft waterfall?

17:34 | Sep 14th, 2013

"It could just be over, all of a sudden, in a second." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Music: “To Speak of Solitude” – Brambles Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y...Show More
17: What if you were given 48 hours to live?

18:38 | Sep 14th, 2013

"I'm just so clear that nothing else is promised, other than right now." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Music: "Cat Wearing Glasses" – Lee Rosevere Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo &...Show More
16: What if you became a Blood Sorcerer?

19:17 | Sep 14th, 2013

"I woke up and I was just like, wait a second, I feel whole again." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Music: “Irsen’s Tale” – Kai Engel Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (...Show More
15: What if your dad died on your 10th birthday?

18:31 | Sep 14th, 2013

"It's always going to put me in a strange place...A place I can't articulate." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Music: “Not for Nothing” – Dan Gross Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & ...Show More
14: What if you learned how to swim at 43?

12:50 | Sep 14th, 2013

"It was a huge revelation...It was what we call the 'Aha' moment." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Music: “Rain Makes Rain” - Tardiss Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (...Show More
13: What if you got a job transporting dead bodies?

11:07 | Sep 14th, 2013

“How the fuck did I get here?” Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Music: “However Dark It Be” - Nasienie Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @eldiablosf @rojo-...Show More
12: What if your dad wasn't your real dad?

16:52 | Sep 13th, 2013

"I was always semi-conscious that, okay, I'm gonna play this off...but deep inside, I don't really belong here." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Music: "Let Down" - Genie Love (Radiohead Cover) Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper ...Show More
34: What if you spent 4 years in solitary confinement?

22:04 | Sep 13th, 2013

"After crossing that line, hope was born in me. And this would make all the difference in the world." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Music: "Union Flow" - Spuntic Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down...Show More
11: What if you didn't believe in belief itself?

15:07 | Sep 13th, 2013

"If you really want something to be true, that's when you have to question it." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Music: “Ultra Deep Field” – Stellardrone Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diab...Show More
10: What if you quit your job and lived on garbage?

15:15 | Sep 13th, 2013

"It's pretty liberating....just saying 'fuck it'" Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Music: “Rubbish Hummingbird” - LuWorm Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) ...Show More
7: What if you lost your sense of smell?

16:04 | Sep 13th, 2013

"For the first time this year...I smelled a person, for one day." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.org Music: "Progression" - Jessica Styler Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft...Show More
9: What if you had your first kiss at 27?

16:05 | Sep 13th, 2013

"If I had chosen to participate in my life a decade earlier, I would be a completely different person than I am now." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Music: "Snow Capture" - Nasienie Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music...Show More
6: What if you weren't afraid to die?

09:10 | Sep 12th, 2013

"Oh no, I'm not afraid of dying, I'm afraid of living." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Music: Tibetan Ohm Chant Intro Music: “Illabye” – Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro)@eldiabl...Show More
5: What if you worked in a remote African hospital?

19:14 | Sep 12th, 2013

"It again became clear that I didn't know what I was talking about." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Music: "Rain Makes Rain" - Tardiss Intro Music: “Illabye” – Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft...Show More
4: What if your mom died on Christmas Day?

13:47 | Sep 12th, 2013

"When life suddenly throws something at you like that...Now I'll believe anything. You tell me anything, I'll be like 'sure, why not.'" Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Music: "To Speak of Solitude" – Brambles Intro Music: “Ill...Show More
3: What if you used to speak in tongues?

15:05 | Sep 12th, 2013

"I want to understand my own brain." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Music: "Irsen’s Tale" – Kai Engel Intro Music: “Illabye” – Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro)@eldiablosf @rojo-...Show More