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This Is Actually Happening

Whit Missildine/Wondery

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The uncanny, extraordinary, true stories of events that have dramatically altered the lives of ordinary people; a son is shot by his own father, a woman's sister develops multiple personalities, a man wakes up in the morgue. These are riveting, movin...Show More
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22:50 | Jan 13th, 2015

Through first person, short format storytelling, This Is Actually Happening probes the chaotic interiors of the human experience.

12:42 | Sep 12th, 2013

"We're still here. What part are we playing in all this?" Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Music: "Cat Wearing Glasses" – Lee Rosevere Intro Music: “Illabye” – Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (...Show More
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44:59 | Aug 13th

After self-medicating for years to cope with the emotional aftermath of an abusive, religious upbringing, a woman goes in for a minor surgery, and when she emerges, everything has changed.

42:25 | Apr 13th, 2017

“It’s in these places that you begin to see the limits of human capacity – how resilient we are...how we will find a way.” Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Original Score & Sound Design: Ryan Black - ryanblack.io Featuring: Anj...Show More

42:37 | Feb 9th, 2017

"The rules of reality were changing, and I was trying to get acquainted with these new rules." Producer: Whit Missildine - http://thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Original Score & Sound Design: Ryan Black - http://ryanblack.i...Show More
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19:35 | Sep 12th, 2013

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18:38 | Sep 12th, 2013

18:19 | Sep 12th, 2013

"The one that wins is the one you feed the most" Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Music: "Water" – Johannes Welsch Intro Music: “Illabye” – Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro)@eldiab...Show More

44:28 | Sep 10th

A woman is three months pregnant when her husband’s pursuit of a fugitive turns their world upside down.

44:18 | Aug 27th

Growing up in a household full of both love and violence in Mississippi, Kiese Laymon struggles with generational trauma, career success, and addiction before finally facing the silences of his past.

41:23 | Aug 20th

Terra Newell is thrown a nightmare scenario as her mother’s new love life spins out of control, while the ordeal takes on a new life as the centerpiece of the famous Dirty John podcast and TV series.

02:44 | Aug 6th

Announcements for the upcoming Season 9 of the This Is Actually Happening podcast

44:00 | Jun 11th

After devoting his life to a singular passion, a man develops a rare condition that threatens to crush his dreams forever.

42:12 | May 28th

A woman finally establishes a life for herself after years of caring for her mother’s illness, only to watch her entire life be consumed before her eyes.

32:21 | May 14th

A young man falls deeply in love after meeting the girl of his dreams, leading to an unexpected event that leaves him with an irreparable void.

34:18 | Apr 30th

After surviving a father whose mental illness consumed the family, a woman spirals down into psychosis and compulsive behaviors, finally leading her on the path to healing.

41:32 | Apr 16th

After coming to terms with her identity, a woman develops intrusive thoughts that consume her most important relationships.

53:12 | Apr 2nd

From a divided home with parents of two opposing world views, a girl whose mother becomes enamored with a trance channeler must now make sense of her life in the void of abandonment.

48:33 | Mar 19th

Escaping a dysfunctional family background and finally raising a wonderful family of her own, a woman’s son commits a shocking crime that throws everything into chaos.

35:02 | Mar 5th

Heading to college as a star athlete from a protective family, a man’s perfectionism and drive for self-control leads to a downward spiral.

54:15 | Feb 19th

Growing up Jehovah’s Witness and then setting out to form an identity of her own, a woman reconciles the silences of her loving and devoted family with an unthinkable act that throws everything into question.

45:48 | Feb 5th

“It came along with this complete obliteration of everything I had ever believed and been taught and every moral that I was that I had within me.”

50:56 | Jan 22nd

“It’s almost as if like I could feel my whole self just changing at this point and just changing in the way that I trust people…and questioning myself and everything.”

1:02:42 | Jan 8th

“I believe that people like me people that have experienced trauma, I think we’re the ones that need to save the world…we’re the ones that actually know everything about innocence.”

53:49 | Dec 11th, 2018

“If I have to go on based what I found out, I feel like maybe my whole entire relationship was just a fantasy.”

38:18 | Nov 27th, 2018

“I’ve lived long enough existing in that gray area of not really knowing that maybe I will live the rest of my life not really knowing.”

1:07:31 | Nov 13th, 2018

“I don’t really remember not having different parts…I just thought that everybody had different quote unquote people inside them.”

50:50 | Oct 30th, 2018

“It’s like trying to go into like a dark cave with a rope attached to you so that you can find your way back and then losing that the end of the rope.”

57:12 | Oct 16th, 2018

“The first thing that I felt was invaded, I didn’t know who the other half of me was….My whole body was crawling and I just wanted out.”

50:59 | Oct 2nd, 2018

“Not knowing, not having control over my body, and not having control over the narrative of everyone around me…it’s the worst feeling to have to go through this by yourself.” Producer: Whit Missildine thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actua...Show More

43:07 | Sep 18th, 2018

“What I feared the most was that these episodes would continue to increase until that’s the world I was living in, in this other nonsensical world completely detached from reality.” Producer: Whit Missildine thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: ...Show More

56:29 | Sep 4th, 2018

“It’s not that I understand why this happened, but understanding that you think you know what’s going on, but you don’t. You think you have control but you don’t.” Today's episode features Gina Whalen. If you'd like to help fund her son Izzy's Littl...Show More

52:26 | Aug 21st, 2018

“All of a sudden within a hundred meters of your house that’s where the worst thing happens and suddenly the world becomes different…you can’t go back to who you were.” Producer: Whit Missildine thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhapp...Show More

49:37 | Aug 7th, 2018

"No one can even understand. You can't measure the magnitude of that pain. You can't measure the pain that we went through." Producer: Whit Missildine thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Musi...Show More

03:25 | Jul 31st, 2018

Announcements for the upcoming 8th Season of This Is Actually Happening, starting Tuesday August 7th, 2018.

56:39 | May 1st, 2018

"What happened to me is one of those things where people say, like, 'that could never happen to you.' So now once that happened, it's like well anything can happen to me at any time." Producer: Whit Missildine thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @...Show More

38:02 | Apr 18th, 2018

"It put everything that I thought about myself into question...I didn't know what I believed. I didn't know what was real, what was fake." Producer: Whit Missildine thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Cylinder Four" "Cyl...Show More

48:50 | Apr 3rd, 2018

"It was absolutely like a nightmare. At the same time you're realizing you're never going to wake up from this nightmare because this is real life." Producer: Whit Missildine thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Union Flo...Show More

36:43 | Mar 20th, 2018

"I didn't know what the real world was. I wasn't quite oriented...I can't describe it." Producer: Whit Missildine thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Re-Entry" - Lee Rosevere Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: ...Show More

37:10 | Mar 7th, 2018

"When the people that are doing this to you look as scared as you are it kind of adds to the fear and to the chaos and to the 'you don't know how this is going to end' feeling." Producer: Whit Missildine thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actual...Show More

30:45 | Feb 20th, 2018

“If I had thought that life was good and good things happened and things were happy, I would have been crushed into the ground. It would have killed me.” Producers: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: “T...Show More

49:15 | Feb 6th, 2018

"We don't have growth unless there's pain, and I needed that time to hit rockbottom, so that I could look for a solution." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening You can follow today's guest, Patricio Ma...Show More

50:01 | Jan 23rd, 2018

"Those weird moments of tension...that moment of uncertainty but impending doom...I don't think anything really ever matched that." Producers: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Re-Entry" - Lee Rosever...Show More

36:00 | Jan 16th, 2018

This fall I conducted a poll on our Instagram page (actuallyhappening) asking fans of the show to vote on their favorite episodes. As promised I have been releasing the top 5 episodes over the holiday break until we resume with new episodes in mid Ja...Show More

19:55 | Jan 10th, 2018

This fall I conducted a poll on our Instagram page (actuallyhappening) asking fans of the show to vote on their favorite episodes. As promised I will be releasing the top 5 episodes over the holiday break until we resume with new episodes in mid Janu...Show More

28:49 | Jan 4th, 2018

This fall I conducted a poll on our Instagram page (actuallyhappening) asking fans of the show to vote on their favorite episodes. As promised I will be releasing the top 5 episodes over the holiday break until we resume with new episodes in mid Janu...Show More

31:22 | Dec 28th, 2017

This fall I conducted a poll on our Instagram page (@actuallyhappening) asking fans of the show to vote on their favorite episodes. As promised I will be releasing the top 5 episodes over the holiday break until we resume with new episodes in mid Jan...Show More

43:37 | Dec 21st, 2017

This fall I conducted a poll on our Instagram page asking fans of the show to vote on their favorite episodes. As promised I will be releasing the top 5 episodes over the holiday break until we resume with new episodes in midJanuary. Without further ...Show More

45:21 | Dec 12th, 2017

“There is no answer, I’ll never get my apology…I’ll never get my closure.” Producers: Whit Missildine and Lisa Zaid - thisisactuallyhappening.org Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: “Cylinder Four” – Chris Zabriskie This Is Actually Happening Team:...Show More

44:50 | Nov 28th, 2017

"The hardest part is that I still don't have any answers...what came into my house that night?" Producers: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Original Score & Sound Design: Ryan Black - ryanblack.io Intro Musi...Show More

37:24 | Nov 14th, 2017

"I walk around and there's still kind of like an emptiness. For all I know I could be a government experiment....but part of it is kind of exciting because I think, my father could be anyone." Producers: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com ...Show More

46:38 | Oct 31st, 2017

"When you're on deployment, your body's in a different place. So when I got back home my body knew I was safe, so that's when my body shut down on me." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Original Sco...Show More

52:29 | Oct 17th, 2017

"I just didn't feel like a person, I didn't feel like I was a being walking on this planet a lot of the time." Producers: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Original Score & Sound Design: Ryan Black - ryanblac...Show More

40:24 | Sep 29th, 2017

"Life will try to take you out itself...When I look back at this situation, people don't even know that I go through the s**t that I go through." Producers: Whit Missildine & Lisa Zaid - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music...Show More
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42:02 | Sep 29th, 2017

"Life will try to take you out itself...people don't even know that I go through the s**t that I go through."
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54:33 | Sep 17th, 2017

“How can you know who you really are when from your earliest memories you have just been a vessel for someone else’s needs and desires."

53:03 | Sep 17th, 2017

“How can you know who you really are when from your earliest memories you have just been a vessel for someone else’s needs and desires and control and violence?” Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Mu...Show More

45:09 | Sep 1st, 2017

"I look around at my life and how it is sort of a metaphor for what I think the future could be for the American people." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Original Score & Sound Design: Ryan Black ...Show More
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45:02 | Sep 1st, 2017

"I look around at my life and how it is sort of a metaphor for what I think the future could be for the American people."
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41:12 | Aug 18th, 2017

"To enter into nonexistence, to enter into emptiness, into nothingness, is that space from which all arises, from which new birth comes."

41:00 | Aug 18th, 2017

"To enter into nonexistence, to enter into emptiness, into nothingness, is that space from which all arises, from which new birth comes." Producer: Whit Missildine and Lisa Zaid - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Original Sco...Show More
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51:30 | Aug 3rd, 2017

"You don't know left from right. You don't know right from wrong. All you know is that you do not want to be wrong."

51:56 | Aug 3rd, 2017

"You don't know up from down. You don't know left from right. You don't know right from wrong. All you know is that you do not want to be wrong." Producer: Whit Missildine and Lisa Zaid - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Orig...Show More
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41:22 | Jul 25th, 2017

"It’s surreal. It’s like a movie. It’s like it’s not even happening to you it’s happening to someone else."

02:50 | Jul 21st, 2017

Updates and announcements about Season Seven of the This Is Actually Happening podcast. First Episode Launch for Season Seven: July 25th, 2017 Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.org This Is Actually Happening Team: Whit Missildine, L...Show More
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02:51 | Jul 21st, 2017

Updates and announcements about Season Seven of the This Is Actually Happening podcast. First Episode Launch for Season Seven: July 25th, 20

41:30 | Jul 21st, 2017

"It’s surreal. It’s like a movie. It’s like it’s not even happening to you it’s happening to someone else." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Original Score & Sound Design: Ryan Black - ryanblack.io...Show More
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43:43 | Apr 13th, 2017

“It’s in these places that you begin to see the limits of human capacity – how resilient we are...how we will find a way.”
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41:39 | Mar 29th, 2017

“Everybody learns at like 12 or 13…what is real and not real, and I did not get a chance to learn that.”

41:39 | Mar 29th, 2017

“Everybody learns at like 12 or 13…what is real and not real, and I did not get a chance to learn that.” Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Original Score & Sound Design: Ryan Black - ryanblack.io In...Show More
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33:25 | Mar 9th, 2017

“You start making alternative meanings out of everything.”

33:25 | Mar 9th, 2017

“You start making alternative meanings out of everything.” Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Original Score & Sound Design: Ryan Black - ryanblack.io Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "Th...Show More

36:30 | Feb 22nd, 2017

“I don’t know why that was a fear of just not having control over me…over what I was going to do.” Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: “Union Flow” – Spuntic Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Out...Show More
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38:34 | Feb 22nd, 2017

“I don’t know why that was a fear of just not having control over me…over what I was going to do.”
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42:37 | Feb 9th, 2017

"The rules of reality were changing, and I was trying to get acquainted with these new rules."

37:25 | Jan 25th, 2017

"I pictured this little girl inside of me that was not protected." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Original Score & Sound Design: Ryan Black - ryanblack.io Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Mu...Show More
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37:25 | Jan 25th, 2017

"I pictured this little girl inside of me that was not protected."
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38:46 | Jan 10th, 2017

"This might be the beginning of my last few minutes on the planet."

38:46 | Jan 10th, 2017

"This might be the beginning of my last few minutes on the planet." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Original Score & Sound Design: Ryan Black - ryanblack.io Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro M...Show More

34:28 | Dec 20th, 2016

"What I felt like I needed at any given time in my life, she just couldn't give me." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Wake Up" - Spuntic Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Mo...Show More
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35:43 | Dec 20th, 2016

"What I felt like I needed at any given time in my life, she just couldn't give me."
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31:27 | Dec 1st, 2016

"I had 20 years of living my life as the person I knew I was, and then I had this episode that was totally different from that person."

31:27 | Dec 1st, 2016

"I had 20 years of living my life as the person I knew I was, and then I had this episode that was totally different from that person." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "The Valley Station" ...Show More
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29:06 | Nov 8th, 2016

"What is the impetus that makes you feel you have to do that thing? I don't know what that little magic piece is, but it was there."

26:58 | Nov 8th, 2016

"What is the impetus that makes you feel you have to do that thing? I don't know what that little magic piece is, but it was there." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Slumberia" - unbeknown ...Show More
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40:30 | Oct 25th, 2016

"Everything now is just a partial truth. We're never going to know."

38:07 | Oct 25th, 2016

"Everything now is just a partial truth. We're never going to know." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Union Flow" - Spuntic Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" -...Show More
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29:27 | Oct 11th, 2016

“You lost your country, you lost your family, you lost your identity….and you didn’t know what to do.”

26:14 | Oct 11th, 2016

“You lost your country, you lost your family, you lost your identity….and you didn’t know what to do.” Produced by: Tom Henley and Whit Missildine thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Resister" - Mama Dang Intro Music: "I...Show More

36:31 | Sep 30th, 2016

"It's weird to think that there's a place in your brain that's a cradle for the soul and it's cracked." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "The Valley Station" - Accou Link to hear more by Acc...Show More
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36:32 | Sep 30th, 2016

"It's weird to think that there's a place in your brain that's a cradle for the soul and it's cracked."

32:34 | Sep 13th, 2016

"It would have been so easy for me to give up and many people in my situation would have given up." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Wake Up" - Spuntic Website for Rudely Interrupted, the b...Show More
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34:54 | Sep 13th, 2016

"It would have been so easy for me to give up and many people in my situation would have given up."

33:34 | Sep 1st, 2016

“It’s almost like you can’t stand the meaninglessness of the situation, and so you justify it by saying ‘well this must be all my fault.’” Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Re-Entry" - Lee R...Show More
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34:51 | Sep 1st, 2016

“It’s almost like you can’t stand the meaninglessness of the situation, and so you justify it by saying ‘well this must be all my fault.’”
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44:25 | Aug 18th, 2016

"It took me a long time to feel even like a person again."

42:17 | Aug 18th, 2016

"It took me a long time to feel even like a person again." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Cylinder Five" - Chris Zabriskie Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" ...Show More

32:26 | Aug 4th, 2016

“It’s nice not knowing exactly where you are all the time” Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Cylinder Five" - Chris Zabriskie Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" ...Show More
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32:27 | Aug 4th, 2016

“It’s nice not knowing exactly where you are all the time”
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31:59 | Jul 19th, 2016

"The challenge of trying to think of my life in a linear narrative is impossible."

29:31 | Jul 19th, 2016

"The challenge of trying to think of my life in a linear narrative is impossible." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "The Dark Glow of the Mountains" - Chris Zabriskie Intro Music: "Illabye" ...Show More

30:38 | May 12th, 2016

"I look at that girl now and I really don't even feel like she was me." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Cylinder Five" - Chris Zabriskie Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The M...Show More
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31:12 | May 12th, 2016

"I look at that girl now and I really don't even feel like she was me."
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24:59 | Apr 22nd, 2016

"I had such a 'Leave It To Beaver' childhood and then you're kind of flung into all this chaos."

24:59 | Apr 22nd, 2016

"I had such a 'Leave It To Beaver' childhood and then you're kind of flung into all this chaos and you realize 'wow, I didn't live in the real world.'" Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Lumi...Show More

21:00 | Apr 1st, 2016

"It was like a nightmare that could not be our own...It's crazy to think that this actually happened to the people that we know." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Cylinder Four" - Chris Zab...Show More
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21:01 | Apr 1st, 2016

"It was like a nightmare that could not be our own...It's crazy to think that this actually happened to the people that we know."
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30:54 | Mar 15th, 2016

"We were all having so much fun and then just 'bam' like that everybody's gone."

30:54 | Mar 15th, 2016

"We were all having so much fun and then just 'bam' like that everybody's gone." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Union Flow" - Spuntic Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moo...Show More
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30:11 | Feb 25th, 2016

“You always feel like if your parent ever leaves you on Earth, it’s never going to be by their own hand.”

30:10 | Feb 25th, 2016

“You always feel like if your parent ever leaves you on Earth, it’s never going to be by their own hand.” Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Re-entry" - Lee Rosevere Intro Music: "Illabye" - ...Show More

27:50 | Feb 3rd, 2016

"I felt like a celestial axe had come down and split my skull in half." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Re-Entry" - Lee Rosevere Intro Music 1: "Brethren Arise" - Chris Zabriskie Intro Mus...Show More
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29:53 | Feb 3rd, 2016

"I felt like a celestial axe had come down and split my skull in half."
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31:43 | Jan 21st, 2016

"It's pretty devastating to find out that what you thought you knew was completely wrong."

31:43 | Jan 21st, 2016

"It's pretty devastating to find out that what you thought you knew was completely wrong." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Cylinder Five" - Chris Zabriskie Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper ...Show More

30:24 | Jan 7th, 2016

"I walked on eggshells every day....the only way I could survive was to be able to detect which one of these personalities I would be dealing with that day." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music:...Show More
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30:25 | Jan 7th, 2016

"I walked on eggshells every day....the only way I could survive was to be able to detect which one I would be dealing with that day."
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18:57 | Dec 3rd, 2015

This Is Actually Happening probes the chaotic interiors of the human experience as we find out what happens when everything changes.

18:57 | Dec 3rd, 2015

"Only thing I knew was blackness, that's all I saw. Cuz everything went dark and I was in a whole new world." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Wake Up" - Spuntic Intro Music: "Illabye" - Ti...Show More
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27:53 | Nov 11th, 2015

This Is Actually Happening probes the chaotic interiors of the human experience as we find out what happens when everything changes.

27:53 | Nov 11th, 2015

"I'm just thinking 'oh, okay...I'll just sit there and be confused.'" Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Union Flow" - Spuntic Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" ...Show More
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27:07 | Oct 30th, 2015

This Is Actually Happening probes the chaotic interiors of the human experience as we find out what happens when everything changes.

27:07 | Oct 30th, 2015

"Imagine in your mind when you can't stand to be around you. That's like unimaginable, but I got through that." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Cylinder Four" - Chris Zabriskie Intro Music...Show More
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21:57 | Oct 13th, 2015

This Is Actually Happening probes the chaotic interiors of the human experience as we find out what happens when everything changes.

21:57 | Oct 13th, 2015

"I'm like 'oh man...what am I doing here?'" Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Re-Entry" - Lee Rosevere Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schr...Show More

25:58 | Sep 24th, 2015

"I was completely lost in, I don't even know what the realm is called, this other spiritual realm, and I was grasping to be grounded." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "The Dark Glow of the ...Show More
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26:21 | Sep 24th, 2015

This Is Actually Happening probes the chaotic interiors of the human experience as we find out what happens when everything changes.

26:56 | Sep 8th, 2015

"I had no idea what had just occurred and why....So I just hid there and waited and waited for what felt like an eternity." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Lumien" - Jari Pitkanen Intro Mu...Show More
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27:28 | Sep 8th, 2015

This Is Actually Happening probes the chaotic interiors of the human experience as we find out what happens when everything changes.
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27:50 | Jul 2nd, 2015

This Is Actually Happening probes the chaotic interiors of the human experience as we find out what happens when everything changes.

27:50 | Jul 2nd, 2015

"I still don't know what I want it to mean or if I want it to mean anything." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "The Dark Glow of the Mountains" - Chris Zabriskie Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tip...Show More
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26:12 | Jun 9th, 2015

This Is Actually Happening probes the chaotic interiors of the human experience as we find out what happens when everything changes.

26:12 | Jun 9th, 2015

"Anytime I felt off or bad or anything, I would immediately freak out....it would just spiral out of control every single time." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "The Dark Glow of the Mounta...Show More

23:52 | May 22nd, 2015

"Like a record player, stuck in a loop all day, every day." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Wake Up" - Spuntic Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo &...Show More
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23:52 | May 22nd, 2015

This Is Actually Happening probes the chaotic interiors of the human experience as we find out what happens when everything changes.
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20:51 | May 8th, 2015

This Is Actually Happening probes the chaotic interiors of the human experience as we find out what happens when everything changes.

20:51 | May 8th, 2015

"You're not supposed to recover from being dead...this is as ultimate as it gets, right?" Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Union Flow" - Spuntic Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music:...Show More
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24:23 | Apr 24th, 2015

This Is Actually Happening probes the chaotic interiors of the human experience as we find out what happens when everything changes.

24:22 | Apr 24th, 2015

"I feel like I'm a survivor on this Earth and everybody's got everything and I have to fight so hard to get it." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Cylinder Four" - Chris Zabriskie Intro Musi...Show More
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23:24 | Apr 16th, 2015

This Is Actually Happening probes the chaotic interiors of the human experience as we find out what happens when everything changes.

23:23 | Apr 16th, 2015

"There's so much more to the bigger picture...and we'll never understand it until we cross over." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Ambient Theme #1" - Steve O'Brien Intro Music: "Illabye" -...Show More
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25:42 | Mar 20th, 2015

This Is Actually Happening probes the chaotic interiors of the human experience to find out what happens when everything changes.

25:42 | Mar 20th, 2015

"It's like when your computer reboots...that's sort of what happened to my brain, and then everything on the hard drive gets wiped." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Re-entry" - Lee Rosever...Show More
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27:45 | Feb 26th, 2015

This Is Actually Happening probes the chaotic interiors of the human experience to find out what happens when everything changes.

26:35 | Feb 26th, 2015

"This is not just a fantasy. This is not just a joke, like the rest of my life had become. This is real." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Lumien" - Jari Pitkanen Intro Music: "Illabye" - T...Show More

24:52 | Feb 11th, 2015

"I have no connection with who I was in 2001...don't know him." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Cylinder Four" - Chris Zabriskie Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is D...Show More
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24:52 | Feb 11th, 2015

This Is Actually Happening probes the chaotic interiors of the human experience to find out what happens when everything changes.

20:18 | Jan 29th, 2015

"Mother nature tells us what to do, not the other way around." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Wake Up" - Spuntic Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diabl...Show More
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20:18 | Jan 29th, 2015

Through first person, short format storytelling, This Is Actually Happening probes the chaotic interiors of the human experience.

22:50 | Jan 13th, 2015

"His face was everything that I was angry about." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Union Flow" - Spuntic Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam S...Show More
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20:34 | May 20th, 2014

20:16 | May 19th, 2014

“I’m not supposed to be seeing this. Like, there’s a crack somewhere. There’s something wrong.” Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: “Water” - Johannes Welsch Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Out...Show More
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28:39:00 | May 6th, 2014

28:32 | May 6th, 2014

"I remember blanking out, dazed....I felt like I was in a tunnel." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Wake Up" - Spuntic Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El D...Show More
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20:23 | Apr 22nd, 2014

20:11 | Apr 22nd, 2014

"I didn't even understand what had happened, how I lost everything." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: “Cylinder Four” - Chris Zabriskie Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon...Show More
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19:03 | Apr 8th, 2014

18:56 | Apr 8th, 2014

"It was just this sense of like an emotional atomic bomb go off in your head.” Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Water" - Johannes Welsch Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Mo...Show More
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16:57 | Mar 25th, 2014

16:54 | Mar 24th, 2014

"You can never really tell what a woman's been through if you don't ask the right questions." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Lumien" - Jari Pitkanen Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro ...Show More
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23:06 | Mar 11th, 2014

22:58 | Mar 11th, 2014

"The man that I loved is no more. It's almost like, this person died, but is still living." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Union Flow" - Spuntic Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Musi...Show More
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21:32 | Feb 26th, 2014

21:25 | Feb 25th, 2014

"Its pretty hard to have a down day when you touch the beginnings of life." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Re-entry" - Lee Rosevere Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Sch...Show More
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30:44:00 | Feb 11th, 2014

30:29 | Feb 11th, 2014

"All of the ways we define ourselves are going to be stripped away by illness or the dying process...now who am I?" Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: Tibetan Ohm Chant Intro Music: "Illabye" ...Show More
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23:35 | Jan 28th, 2014

23:25 | Jan 28th, 2014

"Everything is temporary if you give it enough time." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Wake Up" - Spuntic Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam ...Show More
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16:35 | Jan 13th, 2014

16:33 | Jan 13th, 2014

"It was literally an out of body experience. Like, it wasn't me who was looking at the screen." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Chop it Up" - Squirm Orchestra Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipp...Show More
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22:59 | Dec 10th, 2013

22:55 | Dec 9th, 2013

"I have begun the process for some years of decolonizing the mind, but I have a long way to go." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Slumberia" - unbeknown Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outr...Show More
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23:36 | Dec 4th, 2013

23:25 | Dec 3rd, 2013

"We screw up, and that's how we find our way." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Phylotaxis" - Squirm Orchestra Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & ...Show More
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19:53 | Nov 12th, 2013

19:40 | Nov 11th, 2013

"When things don't make sense to me, I don't like it. So, to have something like this obviously not make sense to me....But it happened." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Union Flow" - Spun...Show More
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17:47 | Oct 29th, 2013

15:24 | Oct 28th, 2013

"It was one of the first times I realized, okay, there's a whole other world of things that are possible now because of this." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Cat Wearing Glasses" – Lee Ro...Show More
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27:58:00 | Oct 15th, 2013

25:38 | Oct 14th, 2013

"I could not look at the ocean, because when I look at it, it just seemed like an enemy to me." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Rain Makes Rain" - Tardiss Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper O...Show More
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22:56 | Sep 27th, 2013

21:01 | Sep 27th, 2013

"They were saying, you're too American for us to deport you....But you're not American enough for us to give you a passport." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Wake Up" - Spuntic Intro Music...Show More
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19:21 | Sep 15th, 2013

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21:06 | Sep 15th, 2013

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20:30 | Sep 15th, 2013

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22:13 | Sep 15th, 2013

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27:30:00 | Sep 15th, 2013

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16:40 | Sep 15th, 2013

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16:27 | Sep 15th, 2013

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23:41 | Sep 15th, 2013

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19:34 | Sep 15th, 2013

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20:02 | Sep 15th, 2013

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12:54 | Sep 15th, 2013

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11:19 | Sep 15th, 2013

19:11 | Sep 14th, 2013

"Yeah I struggle with that question...Why?" Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Water" – Johannes Welsch Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schr...Show More

20:55 | Sep 14th, 2013

“And that was essentially the crowbar that kind of flipped the whole world view on its head.” Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: “Rain Makes Rain” - Tardiss Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Out...Show More

20:24 | Sep 14th, 2013

“Statistically, you’re going to survive this….but it’s the terror of not knowing.” Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: "Cat Wearing Glasses" – Lee Rosevere Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro...Show More

21:58 | Sep 14th, 2013

"It's hard to fall in love with somebody that you can't get to know." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: “Snow Capture” - Nasienie Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Dow...Show More

21:45 | Sep 14th, 2013

"I can imagine now, as a father....I can imagine what he feels like." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: “To Speak of Solitude” – Brambles Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moo...Show More

27:20 | Sep 14th, 2013

"I've come to a place where I don't believe in a God that's less compassionate than I am." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music: “Phylotaxis” - Squirm Orchestra Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Ou...Show More

15:39 | Sep 14th, 2013

"That is the cutting edge. That is the true cutting edge - that moment." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Music Bed: “Bliss Out” - Nasienie Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is...Show More

20:27 | Sep 14th, 2013

"Somehow, some way and for some reason, I have thus far survived it. I don’t what that means." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Music: “However Dark It Be” - Nasienie Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Do...Show More

16:02 | Sep 14th, 2013

“When you’re looking for a sign, you reach a point, and when you’re ready you’ll take anything as a sign. And I reached that point.” Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Music: Irsen’s Tale – Kai Engel Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipp...Show More

23:08 | Sep 14th, 2013

"And the why question...I suppose there is an answer to the why, and it has no interest to me any more." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Music: “Rain Makes Rain” - Tardiss Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon...Show More

14:57 | Sep 14th, 2013

"I still smile, I still laugh...because I feel like nothing's gonna knock me out." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Music: “Phylotaxis” - Squirm Orchestra Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Dia...Show More

19:14 | Sep 14th, 2013

"Still to this day I question, because what mercy is there in that?" Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Music: “Water” – Johannes Welsch Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (...Show More

17:03 | Sep 14th, 2013

"Your family becomes normal no matter how weird it is." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Music: “Snow Capture”- Nasienie Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) ...Show More

17:16 | Sep 14th, 2013

“I was this other person….and what I saw my real me as is the person I used to be and it would sneak up on me and see what I was doing behind my back.” Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Music: “Bliss Out” - Nasienie Intro Music:...Show More

18:30 | Sep 14th, 2013

“Nothing I learned at University taught me how to handle this kind of situation, or any of us who were there.” Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Music: “Not for Nothing” – Dan Gross Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "...Show More

17:24 | Sep 14th, 2013

"I just felt like my brain told me that I had to do it." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Music: “Bliss Out” - Nasienie Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @...Show More

17:34 | Sep 14th, 2013

"It could just be over, all of a sudden, in a second." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Music: “To Speak of Solitude” – Brambles Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y...Show More

18:38 | Sep 14th, 2013

"I'm just so clear that nothing else is promised, other than right now." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Music: "Cat Wearing Glasses" – Lee Rosevere Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo &...Show More

19:17 | Sep 14th, 2013

"I woke up and I was just like, wait a second, I feel whole again." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Music: “Irsen’s Tale” – Kai Engel Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (...Show More

18:31 | Sep 14th, 2013

"It's always going to put me in a strange place...A place I can't articulate." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Music: “Not for Nothing” – Dan Gross Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & ...Show More

12:50 | Sep 14th, 2013

"It was a huge revelation...It was what we call the 'Aha' moment." Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Music: “Rain Makes Rain” - Tardiss Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (...Show More

11:07 | Sep 14th, 2013

“How the fuck did I get here?” Producer: Whit Missildine - thisisactuallyhappening.com Music: “However Dark It Be” - Nasienie Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @eldiablosf @rojo-...Show More
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16:56 | Sep 13th, 2013

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23:58 | Sep 13th, 2013

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